Saturday, October 1, 2011

Having Fun and Learning to No Longer be the Fat Girl

Oh my gosh, it has been five days since I posted something, I suck. In my defence I have added an hours worth of lap swimming to my workout routine and have been EXHAUSTED at the end of the day, but none the less I will do better I promise!
This is not what I want to talk about today, I want to talk about my night out last night. So me and to of my best girl friends (sorority sisters actually) went out of town for an evening to celebrate one of us moving to Japan. We went to the Riverwalk in San Antonio and had an amazing time at the end of the night we ended up at this amazing little bar. There were two really cute guys at the end of the bar and they bought me and one of my friends (the other is pregnant so no drinking for her) drinks. At one point me and my friend (who is a beautiful size 6) got up to dance (we were very tipsy and just having fun) well one of the guys comes over to us to dance and I automatically assume he wants to dance with her, because fat girl mentality, who would want to dance with me? Well he did want to dance with me. Of course he should, I am pretty, fun and who wouldn't want to spend time with me.
So I've gotten a lot of the weight off and now I need to work on my confidence. I need to believe that a guy might want to dance three songs with me and buy me drinks (even though i didn't give him my number, still to shy) and put myself out there a little bit more. Like the weight loss, the confidence will come in time! :) So I'm going to continue to go strong no matter what!

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